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私がほとんどブログを書いてます、トモミです。
寝る前、ようやく一人になれる映画一本分の時間。
アプリや参考書で英語を学び、ホラーやサスペンス、サイコ系の映画を観て
最後にサイレースを飲んで眠りにつく。
そんな夜が、私にとって唯一の”正気”かもしれません。
🍀トモミについて
🩺双極性障害と解離性障害を抱えながら、心療内科・内科・整形外科に通院中。
💻日中はA型事業所で働きながら（今は正社員）、毎日なんとかやってます。
📺YouTubeでは、ポッキーやさよ旅のさよさんに癒される日々。
🌍外国人の友達とも、時々のんびりやりとりしてます。
✨このブログで書くこと
🟡映画の話・・ホラー、サスペンス、サイコ、B級映画にツッコミいれながら楽しむ派
🟡病気の話・・病院通い歴１０年超えのリアルを、気取らず素直に
🟡英語の話・・お風呂でアプリを使ってこっそり勉強、あとは参考書で、たまに娘と（今は彼と💞）
🟡日常の話・・犬５匹と子供２人、外国人の彼氏💞と私でつくるヘンテコで愛しい日々
そんな、”ちょっとおかしくて、でも私にとってはしっくりくる“日々の記録です。
よかったら、のぞいていってください。
😉 Profile 😉
I’m Tomomi, and I write most of the articles on this blog.
At night, when everyone is asleep and I finally have enough time to watch a movie, I enjoy studying English with apps and textbooks, watching horror, suspense, and psychological thrillers, and then ending the day with my medication before going to sleep.
Those quiet hours might be the only time I truly feel sane.
🍀 About Tomomi
🩺 I live with Bipolar Disorder and Dissociative Disorder, and I regularly visit psychiatric, internal medicine, and orthopedic clinics.
💻 During the day, I work at a Type A employment support facility (currently as a full-time employee), doing my best to get through each day.
📺 On YouTube, I often relax by watching creators like Pocky and Sayo from Sayo Tabi.
🌍 I also keep in touch with friends from other countries and enjoy our occasional conversations.
✨ What You’ll Find on This Blog
🟡 Movies
I love horror, suspense, psychological thrillers, and B-movies. Half the fun is laughing at the ridiculous parts while enjoying them anyway.
🟡 Mental Health
Honest stories about living with illness and spending more than ten years going in and out of hospitals and clinics—without pretending to have everything figured out.
🟡 Learning English
I secretly study with language apps in the bath, use textbooks, and sometimes practice with my daughter (and now with my boyfriend 💞).
🟡 Everyday Life
Life with five dogs, two children, my foreign boyfriend 💞, and me—a strange but lovable little world we’ve created together.
This blog is a record of days that are a little unusual, but somehow feel exactly right to me.
If any of that sounds interesting, feel free to stay awhile and take a look around.
